When every thought says: Jump
When every thought says: Just give up
How else can I survive?
Another day of being alive

Caffeine, nicotine, amphetamines
Running through my bloodstream
Trauma, drama
Another vodka turned into a monster
Damage, baggage
Turn savage
Do it everyday
Call it a habit
You want problems?
I've got 'em, keep on sinking, never hit bottom

All love you tried to give to me
Was never enough, no
I'm sorry but
No amount of love could ever be
Ever enough, ever enough
I'm sorry but

When every thought says: Run
When I can't stand to be someone
Who's done the things I've done
I'll blame it all on being young

Give me caffeine, nicotine, amphetamines
Running through my bloodstream
Trauma, drama, another vodka
Turn into a monster
Damage, baggage, turn savage
Do it every day, call it a habit
You want problems, I got 'em
Keep on sinking, never hit bottom

All the love you tried to give to me
Was never enough, no
I'm sorry but
No amount of love could ever be
Ever enough, ever enough
I'm sorry, but
There's no saving me
I'm sorry, I'm all apologies
All the love you tried to give to me
Was never enough, never enough
I'm sorry, but

I'm holding anger like a hammer
Leaving all who love me fractured
I'm so ashamed
I can't erase it
Nothing you can do
Is ever gonna change it
(It's never enough)

All the love you tried to give to me
Was never enough
No amount of love could ever be
Ever enough, ever enough
I'm sorry, but
There's no saving me
I'm sorry, I'm
All apologies
All the love you tried to give to me
Was never enough, never enough
I'm sorry, but