You said I was young but I don't feel it
'Cause right now I'm the oldest I've ever been
And lately I've been having trouble breathing
Oh, I love being here but this shit's fucked

My lungs hurt, they're broken
Stopped smoking 'cause I didn't want to die
But if I die, at least I
Don't have to pick out a shirt to wear

I know I'm not a bad kid
So how come I feel it?
I wanna wash it all away

You said it's time to get up out of bed
But I'm so tired of spending all night in my head
I thought a thousand things
I thought a thousand times
It's sad alright
I guess I'm stuck

My pills were making it worse
Had a panic attack, thought I was gonna die
But if I die, at least I
Won't have to pick out a shirt to wear

I know I'm not a bad kid
So how come I feel it?
I wanna wash it all away
I know I'm not a bad kid
So how come I feel it?
I wanna wash it all away
I know I'm not a bad kid
So how come I feel it?
I wanna wash it all away