Damned if I do till I die
And I'm damned if I don't even try
If I show you a truth and a lie
Question why I won't tell you the answer?

I know what you're after
To see the disaster
You think I've become

I crawled up from under
The hole that I'm in
I started to wonder
If I'd ever feel

The blood and the thunder
The light on my skin
And now that the sky is clear
I can feel
That the Sun is real

I'm fucking runnin' out of patience
And I'm not up for conversation
So if you came here to see me bleed
On the, on the pavement
No further elaboration

I crawled up from under
The hole that I'm in
I started to wonder
If I'd ever feel

The blood and the thunder
The light on my skin
And now that the sky is clear
I can feel
That the Sun is real

And it shows
Me a new way
To a place I've only known
When I lay down my head in the dead of night

I crawled up from under
The hole that I'm in
I started to wonder
If I'd ever feel

The blood and the thunder
The light on my skin
And now that the sky is clear
I can feel
That the Sun is real