Stitches, covering my failures
Seeking, some recognition
Somehow, I'm always rejected
Just trying, to get connection
But I'm getting tired of this luck
Nothing ever really works
And I'm always
Fooled at my own plot
Fuck it, it was too much
I'm lying, I need it most
All my wounds bleed at the same time
And I can't hold it on for a refill

All I ever wanted
Was to be accepted just as everyone else
But the plan was faulted
Something in me wasn't the same
All I ever wanted
Was to be treated as another human being
Nothing ever worked
I guess it's time
To quit and go my own way

Living, in depression
Just watching, my own refflection
Doubting, where I missed
Just asking, for salvation
All their looks carved in my mind
Raw disgust for what I am
And I wonder
What I've done
Reaching, once again
Then crashing, to my face
All my being screams you are better
But I can't quite convince into my self talk

All I ever wanted
Was to be accepted just as everyone else
But the plan was faulted
Something in me wasn't the same
All I ever wanted
Was to be treated as another human being
Nothing ever worked
And I guess it's time
To quit and go back for

Me, it's mine
I've been doing this all this time
Ok, alright
Realizing that it wasn't in mind
So sick and tired
Of all the bullshit of everyone

Say it out loud
No need for anyone
Free your mind
You were always on your own
Stay in line
I know it gets really hard
At the end you'll find
You were better all alone