Here it all feels so unreal
It all feels just surreal
It all feels like a dream
And it makes me want to scream
I want to scream

At the top of my lungs but no one hears
I can't wake up, living with the fear
Too weak to stand, I feel I'm not here
Fight, flight, or freeze, I'm shutting down

I'm shutting down
I'm shutting down
I'm shutting down
I'm shutting down

There is no escape, there is no safe place
I am ready to punch them in the face
In the face

We, we're not even close, it's almost a year
And here we are, we didn't get far
It feels like another life on mars
An escape from reality by far
By far

I'm shutting down
I'm shutting down
In the lockdown
I'm shutting down
I'm shutting down

In the lockdown
In the lockdown
In the lockdown

I'm shutting down
I'm shutting down
In the lockdown