Our last exchange, the final words you said to me
Go

A silence broken with malice
For the dear and departed
Like a trigger in my head
Squeeze your finger, what comes next?
Taking my life out of my hands
Fucking finally
Maybe now I can see things for what they are

Buried by the shoreline
Separating you and I
Pleading upon the pedestal
Plead upon the pedestal

I feel my heart blister
A thousand ashes christen this skin
I feel my fists curl
God held to the ground and bludgeoned
Beaten to fucking death

Oh my God damn
To stand above my lord with hands covered in
Blood soaked salvation

Listen to your heartbeat grow faint and fade away
Angel adorned in decay
Sick and frail falling on the gates
A ghost with an iron halo
Wings flutter slow
The blackened kiss of Christ
Groans into the night
Where the Sun never shines