In trying to find myself, I seem to have lost.
This drug has brought out the part of me I tried to hide. I am not trying to hurt you, and I swear I can make this up to you. Maybe it's supposed to happen.
Maybe this will help me grow.

Again I fall to my own sin. Again I give up and give in. And now I just can't trust myself. And I can't take it. And it falls apart with you.