It’s hard / to go
On lying / it’s all

I once knew
How to be a loser
How to get through you
I once knew
How to gain the power
Or how to lose to you

You wanna be invisible? (you can’t)
You wanna be accountable? (since when)
Am I fighting for your fire?
Or am I here just for the goal

How am I getting off this hole? (am I)
Fighting until the cold (am I)
Standing up against the pole
Or fighting to be ashamed

You kind of treat me like a spider (oh no)
You’re throwing me against the wall (oh no)
You’ve got me waiting past one hour
How could I trust someone who’s gone?

So are you going to keep me?
Or am I just a loan?
Am I just your loan?
Or are we going home?
Loan
Am I just your loan?
Your loan
Am I just your loan
Am I just your
Loan
Am I just your loan